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so tired. went out early for kbox ... met xiaohan and we waited outside kbox coz they were not open yet!! then we were the 1st customers... hehe.. we ate the black pepper chicken rice which was not tt bad la.. then we sang until times up and the person had to chase us out -_-" i wanted to watch the ending of Anson Hu's "waiting for you" MTV but i couldnt!! nvm i wan to watch it next time.. then met andrew, yongsen, yih long, kz, yewboon and shuli for pool.. wah lau dun say liao..i was damn off form today.. 4 rounds wif xiaohan and lost 3 rounds.. lady luck not wif me. snatch black ball snatch lose..by the time i hit the black ball in........................... IT WENT INTO THE WRONG HOLE!! okay... so KO. i lost. =( damn.. then after playing we realised we booked the wrong table.. we got the bigger one and it costs more!! worse thing is bigger table more diff to me loh.. i beginner ma ^_^ bigger table = bent more = more backache... aww..

went parkway for dinner... they shopped for CDs and later we ate my most hated BK but nvm coz majority wins.. then shared the X'mas whopper thingy with andrew.. actually me n xh were v quiet there.. nth to say ma. but luckily i brought peifen's story for xh to read..haha.. and she says the guy inside beri wei da.. =( wei da meh? maybe.. but guys juz dont understand what girls really wan.. it hurts! maybe she hasn't experienced it yet..but she'll understand it one day.. i haf been asking myself.. haf i been really happy during my sec4 year.. and i tink n tink... i dun tink so. i dun tink i haf been really happy... when i laff doesnt mean im happy.. when i go home.. i'm back to my old depressed self again.. something is juz missing.. but i dunno where when and how i can find it back.. the flower in my heart is wilting. i tot i had walked out of this misery but sumhow i fell back into it again.. i nv knew sumbody can actually make me feel this way. i tot im strong n can withstand everything.. but not true.. i'm human.. i still haf feelings. they say ke gu ming xin love can only happen once in a lifetime.. so is this mine? to be kept in my heart forever? i hope not.. seriously.. coz i believe i'm still young n i will surely meet more different types of pple next time.. but i still tink tt the most innocent love cums frm schooling days.. coz life then is definitely simpler.. why am i toking abt such things again -_-" dunno lar. juz wan to pour out my feelings here.. blogging is all abt that rite?

i realise tt pple tok to different pple abt different things.. for example if i haf topic A.. i will oways tell X.. if i haf topic B.. i will only tell Y.. i wun tell X abt topic B coz i tink X wun understand or not interested.. yah. i'm such pple loh.. i haf yet to find sumbody tt i can tell everything to..

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